I had an edge. And I’ve lost it. And I need it. I need it back. If you could just tell me. How you keep yours. No no no. Alex. I can’t do this. I can’t. They didn’t want me to operate. And I pushed them. I bullied them. I told them I was the best You are. I can’t tell them. But you have to tell them. So just stand here, get it all out of your system. And then pull yourself back together again. I shouldn’t have come back. I made a mistake last year. You can make your way back. I almost walked away. From anything. If you don’t feel the losses. If they don’t hurt you. That’s how you know you’re not cut out for this kinda work. You did it. – This surgery is a bad idea, chief.
– But is it impossible? In your hands. Is is impossible? Miracles happen. Medical miracles happen every day. You said it, you said that. Time of death 18:52 I spent my whole life in hospitals. My whole life. I need to just… breathe. You won’t die. I know it feels like that right now but trust me. You won’t die. I thought it would kill me, too. But instead it saved my life. Because I decided to live. Tomorrow we’re gonna be surgeons. I decided to live because he died. Please. I know you’re not dead. You know how I know? Cause I can feel your pulse. Which means your heart is beating. Your heart is beating. Which means you’re not dead, okay? Hey. Eyes on me. You stay not dead, okay? It’s a beautiful day to save lives, right? So you stay not dead.